MyStuPiDMisTaKe

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Why can't cokodok be just plain cokodok??

Had a wonderful time last Wednesday. Thanks to that someone who showed me some sunshine after the rainy Tuesday. Went on a shopping spree (again, thanks to you!) and got myself a nice black funky jacket, a top and a gorgeous belt! Retail therapy does help, I have to admit.

Going away this Monday to a place where I haven't set my foot for ages. Meeting up with my old friends and my cheeky guy. Working life has been really different. I remember those moments where I skipped my classes like nobody else's business. Have nothing else on my mind other than my studies. Now things are changing dramatically for me. Not only I have less holidays, and not to mention at odd times, I have so many responsibilities. Not only to myself but also to my family and people around me, people who are important to me.

Not getting the job in Durham is a valuable experience for me. I'm here in Manchester for a reason. I'm blessed with great friends, enjoying the big lively city, earning money (not much, but sufficient), free accomodation and good food for free. God is trying to tell me that I'm not really ready to live in the up north again. When the time comes in August, my life will start there. But for now, enjoy this while I still can.

Plus, this means that I can go back to see my parents in March and InsyaAllah I can see my sis's gorgeous baby boy. Things happen for a reason and I just have to be patient to see what the Almighty has planned for me.


Oh, about my entry title, I was so happy when I woke up this morning to see a plate of cokodok on the dining table. I popped one into my mouth with joy not to realise that it has coconut in it. Why do you have to make a simple delicious cokodok so complicated??!! Why does the scrumptious taste of fried banana has to be spoiled with the yuckie taste of coconut??!! why?? why?? why??? I just don't get it.

Stop Crying Your Heart Out
-Oasis-

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out


Everything's gonna be ok ninie, one day...